Hobibelanja - Shopping is my hobby

Edmund is 7 months old

2012-01-13T13:13:00.003+08:00

Edmund is 7 months old. He is super cute....
He has known his mother, father, grandma and others relatives.
I feel so happy when he look at me, smile, and requested to be hugged.
He still doesn't know how to kiss; thus, when he kissed, his saliva were all over my face.
He has crawl foreword, knew his name when we call, eaten puree food.
He is an adorable son...

I love you son... We all love you son...

Cheers

I'm a Catholic. What are your religion?

2011-12-27T18:29:00.000+08:00

Someone told me about my religion and said that I'm a fake Catholic.

I'm a Catholic. What are your religion? Buddhism or Muslim?

Your husband is a Muslim so you have to be a Muslim. Thus, it makes you a Muslim who EAT pork and lard. You DIDNOT follow your Allah's order and you still DARE to tell me that I am a fake Catholic. If I were a fake Catholic, than what are you?

You say with PROUD that you ARE respecting your husband's family by NOT eating pork and lard in Jakarta but when you are visiting your mother in Medan, you EAT pork and lard. I just knew that there is a new Muslim that allow you to eat anything including NON-HALAL food when you are away from your husband and his family. Wow.... What a religion that you've created....

I'm telling you that I feel very satisfied saying right in your face that you are a Muslim who eat pork and lard (NON-HALAL FOOD).

Don't you teach me about religion because you are not as HOLY and PURE as you think....

Feeling changed...

2011-12-05T23:48:00.001+08:00

Based on my friends' life, I came with some questions:How could family members (parents, siblings)can't feel happy if their children / siblings were happy with their married life, loved their married partner & children?Before the wedding bells rang, the family were welcome with the future in law, but everything changed when their see in daily life & routine that their children / siblings are happy with their married life.How could it suddenly change?Shouldn't they feel happy if the other family member was happy?They were happy with the-chosen-future-in-law, but when the title changed into the-in-law, they aren't happy, satisfied and hate the-in-law.How could the feeling suddenly change?Cheers

Sweden & Russia

2011-11-12T16:32:00.001+08:00

I went to Sweden & Russia from 22nd Oct to 30th Oct 2011.

I have been writing all about my activities there & I forgot where I put the book. Holy Lord... I'm so forgetful.

Took plenty of pictures. Some I have transferred to my Lappy & some still inside the camera.

I didn't really enjoy my trip there not because the trip was not fun, but the situation made the trip was not fun. This trip was my first trip where I felt travelling wasn't fun at all. I wish I could go home earlier than the plan. Unfortunately, I couldn't do that.

Well anyway, I shall look for the book and blog about my trip there. Shall not forget about the pictures as well.

Cheers

Harga diri = Kebanggaan pria

2011-11-12T16:26:00.001+08:00

Ada hal baru yg baru sy ketahui bahwa

Kebanggaan pria terletak pada harga dirinya.

Selama ini yg saya ketahui adalah

Kebanggaan pria terletak pada keluarganya.

Ternyata saya sangat kuno & dunia telah lebih maju bahwa zaman sekarang keluarga bagi pria itu bukanlah hal yg penting & utama dalam hidupnya, tapi harga dirinya...

Terkadang seorang pria itu lupa bahwa dia bisa hebat karena keluarganya terutama istrinya & dia juga bisa hancur karena keluarganya terutama saudaranya. Tergantung keluarga yg mana yg lebih dia pilih & dukung.

Arti dari keihklasan

2011-10-16T11:31:00.001+08:00

Bila keluarga saya yg memberi dengan ikhlas di bilang tidak iklhas dan memiliki maksud tertentu, bagaimana dengan orang lain yg telah memberikan sesuatu dan meminta kembali barang yg telah diberikan karena suatu masalah? Menurut keluarganya, hal itu sangatlah wajar, tapi bukannya waktu memberikan barang tersebut, beliau mengatakan bahwa dia ikhlas memberikannya?Jadi bagaimana keluarga ini mengartikan keikhlasan? Bisa tolong dijelaskan maksud dr kata ikhlas? Soalnya saya masuk dalam grey area ni....

Sopan santun

2011-10-09T12:09:00.001+08:00

Saya bukan berasal dari keluarga kaya raya, berpendidikan tinggi, ataupun memiliki status sosial yg tinggi di masyarakat. Saya berasal dari keluarga yg biasa" saja. Dari keluarga yg tidak memiliki papun, menjadi seperti saat ini yg mampu memnuhi kebutuhan premier, sekunder, dan tersier kami. *Puji Tuhan*.

Walaupun kami bukan berasal dari keluarga yg kaya raya, berpendidikan tinggi, mungkin juga dengan tingkat kesopan santunan yg kurang, tapi saya rasa dengan kekurangan yg kami miliki, kami cukup sopan. Contohnya,

Kedua orang tua saya. Income ibu saya lebih tinggi dari ayah saya, tapi kami sekeluarga sangat menghormati beliau. Bagi kami, tidak peduli siapa yg memiliki income yg lebih tinggi, seorang ayah & suami adalah kepala rumah tangga di keluarganya. Saya tidak pernah mendengar ibu saya mencaci maki ayah saya hanya karena beliau merasa incomenya lebih tinggi sehingga kedudukkannya di keluarga itu lebih tinggi dari ayah saya. Ibu saya sangat menghormati ayah saya layaknya seorang kepala keluarga yg memiliki income yg lebih banyak daripada nya.
Walaupun saya kurang diajar soal sopan santun, tapi satu hal yg pasti, saya tidak pernah diajarkan untuk ngomong bahasa yg tidak pantas seperti: an***g, pu****k, k****l, p***k, dll. Sehingga bila salah satu orang tua saya dituduh mengucapkan salah satu bahasa yg disebutkan diatas, saya sangat tidak percaya, karena dari kecil saya & abang" saya bila mengucapkan salah satu bahasa diatas, pasti akan dimarahi. Bila saya yg mengucapkannya, selain di marahi, akan dijejeli dengan cabe rawit. Hal ini menyebabkan saya juga tidak mau anak saya sejak dini mendengar bahasa" yg tidak pantas tsb. Saya tidak mau ketika anak saya berumur 2tahun, dia bisa/mampu mencaci maki orang lain dengan salah satu bahasa yg tidak pantas tsb. Saya pribadi tidak pernah di maki oleh orang tua saya dengan bahasa" tsb, sehingga saya bisa menjadi sangat tersinggung bila saya dimaki dengan bahasa tersebut.

Keluarga saya memang berasal dari keluarga yg tidak mampu menjadi keluarga yg mampu memenuhi kebutuhan pokok kami. Walau kami terus"an dihina dengan mengatakan bahwa orang tua saya tidak tahu bagaimana mengajarkan saya soal sopan santun, tapi saya cukup tahu & mengerti bahwa kita yg muda harus menghormati yg tua. Kita yg muda harus memanggil yg tua. Jangan selalu memarahi anak orang & berkata bahwa saya tidak tahu sopan santu, tetapi berkacalah dulu. Apakah keluarga sendiri sudah cukup sopan santun? Saya sangat ingat ketika tahun baru cina, ibu saya yg seumur dengan ibu kakak ipar saya, harus menyapa kakak ipar saya terlebih dahulu. Anak" dari kakak ipar saya yg umurnya lebih muda dari saya, tidak tahu menyapa ibu saya yg umurnya seumur dengan neneknya. Sopan santun kah itu? Apakah itu sopan santun yg diajarkan dikeluarga tsb? Bahwa yg miskin harus menyapa yg kaya tidak peduli berapa usia yg kaya tsb?

Son, you are my everything

2011-10-04T00:06:00.001+08:00

Edmund my precious.
It seems to me that he is such an understandable son. He seems to understand the situation that his parents or me especially are facing.Lord has given me the best gift that I've ever wanted.
He is everything to me.I was so stress up during my pregnancy, but he grew up inside me perfectly.
Exactly like his name, he gave me happiness. He is my happiness.
Since he was born, I feel so relax, fresh and pretty. Although, I'm still facing some problem with my married life, but I still can go through it with a happiness.
He is my everything.I love you son.

Note for my son:
Son, remember this!! When there is no one else love you, I still love you no matter what happen to you.

Keluarga ku adalah segalanya untuk ku

2011-10-03T15:02:00.000+08:00

Masalah silih berganti. Hasutan demi hasutan sudah pelan" dilekuarkan.
Ada pihak ketiga yg tidak senang dengan keharmonisan rumah tangga ku.
Ada keinginan hati dari pihak ketiga yg ingin rumah tangga ku hancur.
Hey orang yang tidak berpendidikan...
Kami berani bertanggung jawab atas semua perbuatan kami.
Apa kalian berani bertanggung jawab atas semua perkataan kalian?
Kalian berharap dengan cara kalian itu, rumah tangga ku hancur.
Tuhan itu adil. Dia tidak mungkin mengabulkan keinginan orang yang berhati busuk.

Walaupun semua orang disekitarku mengharapkan rumah tangga ku hancur, tapi aku & keluarga ku akan berusaha untuk mempertahankan keutuhan rumah tangga ku.

Edmund....

2011-09-23T17:16:00.000+08:00

Edmund is about 3 months old. He is such a loveable and adorable baby...

He prefer standing up to seating down.
He is easy to smile or laugh baby.
He is kinda big for his age; thus he can't lying flat on his stomach by himself.
If I made him lie flat on his stomach, he would try to crawl on hands and knees, but he can't move. :D
Like his mother, he loves it when he is going out somewhere. Even,if it is just the baby shop next door.

Well, those are things that my son are able to do currently. Will update y'all about him soon...

Love from Edmund and Mommy...

Munaf...

2011-09-10T14:35:00.001+08:00

Saya baru tahu kalau ada agama baru yi Muslim boleh makan-makanan non-halal.

Well, seorang Muslim yg makan-makanan non-halal ini, menyuruh saya untuk memperdalam agama dan menaati/mengikuti ajaran dan perintah Tuhan.

Saya rasa sebelum kita menyuruh orang lain untuk memperdalam dan mengikuti ajaran Tuhan, ada baiknya kita melihat ke dalam diri kita dahulu. Apakah kita sudah benar-benar melaksanakannya atau belum? Atau jika kita tidak bisa melaksanakannya, lebih baik kita mengakui hal itu kepada orang terdekat atau partner kita daripada membohonginya.

Katanya Mualaf, puasa Senin-Kamis kok makan daging babi?

Seseorang yg beragama A di KTP dan mengakui kepada khayalak ramai bahwa dia adalah A, padahal sebenarnya dia beragama B, mengatakan kepada saya bahwa kapan-kapan kita pergi beribadah. Kita juga akan mengajak anak saya, Edmund, untuk beribadah supaya Edmund memiliki Agama. Saya menanggapi pernyataannya dengan biasa-biasa saja. Sayangnya yg dia tidak ketahui, saya seorang beragama C dan telah mengenalkan kepada Edmund agama C sejak dia baru lahir. Saya seorang beragama dan memiliki agama yang jelas, jadi tanpa diberitahukn siapapun, saya pasti akan langsung mengajar anak saya agama yang saya yakini.

Uneg-uneg

2011-09-06T16:49:00.000+08:00

Mata duitan...

Terserah d dibilang mata duitan, yg penting aku & keluarga ku tidak pernah memakai atau meminjam uang mereka untuk kepentingan pribadi kami. Unlike THEM definitely... Yg tukang minjam tapi tidak pernah tahu membayar kembali.

Tidak beragama...

At least aku mengakui kepada semua orang termasuk suami ku kalau aku Katolik.Unlike THEM... Lain dimulut, Lain di KTP... PLUS... Muslim koq makan babi?

Tidak tahu sopan santun

Ya paling tidak aku mengakui kalau memang sopan santun ku kurang. Unlike THEM... yg bilang sangat sopan santun, tapi koq cuma sopan sama orang yg kaya, tapi menghina orang yang tidak punya apa"? Katanya sangat sopan santun, tapi sama keluarga ku koq sama sekali tidak menunjukkan sikap sopan santun tersebut? Masa yg lebih tua harus menyapa yg lebih muda? Sopan santun kah itu?

Travel itu tidak ada artinya

Walaupun travel keuntungannya cuma seribu, dua ribu, tapi banyak juga koq yg kaya raya karena travel. Jadi kenapa harus merendahkan pekerjaan orang? Selama aku bisa menghasilkan uang sendiri, kenapa rupanya? Yang penting, aku tidak pernah minjam, minta, or memakai uang orang lain untuk kepentingan ku.

Asal dari keluarga miskin dan Tamatan SLTA

Aku memang cuma tamatan D3, tapi semua setifikat itu ada & asli. Mama ku juga cuma tamatan SLTA, tapi beliau sangat sukses. Dengan papa ku, mereka bisa membangun perusahaan mereka sendiri. Bukankah itu sangat membanggakan? Mereka lahir dari keluarga yg tidak berada, tapi sekarang mereka sukses & bisa membangun perusahaan mereka sendiri & bersama beberapa teman"nya, mereka membuka usaha baru yg sukses saat ini... Sapa yg tidak kenal Verona dan Home Smart? Salah satu pemilik usaha itu ya orang tua saya. Yg mereka hasilkan saat ini adalah HASIL dari USAHA dan KERJA KERAS mereka sendiri, BUKAN dari WARISAN orang tua mereka.

The last but not least.... Jika aku punya pacar di Singapore, ngapain w pulang ke Medan & menikah.... Bagusan aku tetap di Singapore.... Please d... Kalau buat gosip, dipikirin dulu. Jangan asal bunyi.

Cheers

Married life

2011-08-30T00:20:00.000+08:00

I don't know how many of my friends know this, but frankly speaking my husband was a divorcee.

For me, his status as a divorcee is never be an issue to me. I knew him when he has separated from his ex-wife. What happen between him & his ex was definitely their own problem. I knew the reasons behind the separation and that was enough for me.

Yes, I'm his second wife, and I do not feel embarrassed to acknowledge it. Thus, when others wanted to make me feel embarrassed or down by saying that I'm JUST a second wife; I can prove that a second wife status has never been an big issue to me.

In my opinion, I'm not the woman who broke their relationship; thus, I do not have to feel embarrassed with his status. For me, marrying a divorcee doesn't mean that I will have a pathetic married life or by marrying a single man means I will have a happy married life.

As a second wife, I learned something from his previous married life regarding what he likes & dislikes, what was the problem in his previous married life, and so on. Based on his past experience, I learn to be a better wife from his ex, and hopefully I'm better than his ex.

Zaman ayam & Zaman bebek

2011-08-03T13:41:00.002+08:00

"Jaman sudah berubah, ibu harus bisa menerima dan memahami perubahan itu. Kalo jaman ibu dulu, adalah jaman ayam. Sedang jaman sekarang adalah jaman bebek. Coba lihat gimana sekeluarga ayam kalo jalan beriringan, induknya di depan, anaknya ngikut di belakang. Dan lihat gimana sekeluarga bebek kalo jalan beriringan, anaknya di depan, induknya ngikut di belakang. Kecuali di depan ada bahaya, maka induk segera pasang badan di depan anak2-nya. Dan itulah yg terjadi di keluarga jaman sekarang." --> Bee's mom

Statement taken from an old comment at lajangdanmenikah.com

Shake head...

2011-07-18T15:29:00.003+08:00

keluarga seperti apa yg telah menghasut seorang calon ayah utk tidak menyukai anaknya ketika anaknya sendiri masih dalam kandungan ibunya?

keluarga seperti apa yg setelah anaknya lahir menghasut seorang ayah utk berpisah dgn anak €€dan istrinya demi kepentingan keluarganya sendiri?

apa tidak takut dengan dosa €dan karma?

Edmund Darren Halim

2011-06-28T14:36:00.010+08:00

Allow me to welcome you my son. Edmund Darren Halim has born on 9th June 2011.

Thank you to the Lord.

As a new mother, I need to learn so many things. I never handle a baby before as I'm the youngest in my family. I try my best to be a good mother.

Be open minded women!!!

2011-04-16T20:15:00.004+08:00

A friend of mine, come out with this statement

"Deliver the baby normally. It is saver and mother will love the baby more because it's painful"

I do not agree with this statement.

As a future mother, I know that I will love my baby although I'll give birth by caesarean. During my pregnancy, I have been through so many things with him & pregnancy is not an easy thing.

I never believe that just because we deliver it normally we will feel like a true woman and love our baby more compare to other woman who give birth by caesarean.

When I knew I'm pregnant, I want to deliver my baby normally, but as the time goes, I changed my mind. However, it never make me feel that I'm not a true woman. Once my tummy become bigger and I saw my baby pict via the USG, I feel like a true woman and love my baby no matter what happen to him. I believe once my baby say hello to the world, I would love him even more than now.

My reasons for giving birth by caesarean are:

I did lasik surgery and I can't give birth normally as it will effect my visual
Give birth normally will spoil our vagina. Even the doctor will alter it, I believe it won't feel the same. Something that has spoil, no matter how you fix it, it will never be the same.
I don't mind people say that I'm selfish just because of this. I do not want my husband seek for another woman just because he doesn't feel the same anymore.

For the last statement, please people don't argue to me that if your husband love you, he will never do that. Yes. I believe at this moment he won't, but can you guaranteed that he will never do that? Based on my own experience and others people story, that kind of thing might happen. No matter how good the wife is, men will never appreciate it. Men only think about SEX.

However, my honest reason why I changed my mind let my mother & I knew it.

Women, please be open minded. We do not give birth normally, does not mean that we do not love our baby. Sometimes, the situation make us have to go with caesarean. Let's face it. Some women give birth normally, but they would throw away their baby or they don't care with their own baby. It doesn't make sense to me if you say that give birth normally will make you love the baby more compare to others who choose to go with caesarean.

For me, no matter what you choose, you have your own reason. I won't judge you just because of that. I have no right to judge you and I believe others have no right to judge me for what I've chosen.

Ngidam...

2011-02-08T14:15:00.002+08:00

Dulu banget sebelum menikah & hamil, pernah berkhayal kalau suatu hari nanti hamil, pengennya ngidam tas & sepatu. Jadi punya alasan utk menambah koleksi sepatu & tas. Gak perlu yang mahal", cukup memberi kepuasan batin dalam hal bertambahnya jumlah koleksi tas & sepatu. Plus.... Suami & keluarga gak bisa marah karena ini adalah tuntutan dari babynya. Kalo gak dibeliin, ntar babynya ngences gimana?? Hehehe....

Sekarang ketika hamil, gw ga minat sama yg namanya sepatu karena gak bisa pake sepatu tinggi. Medan bukan kota fashion jadi gak ada tas yg bagus" seperti di Jakarta & Singapore. *How I miss Singapore for the Shopping Land*

Ngidam gw gak ada yg aneh" hal yg biasa aza, cuma semuanya makanan. Dari yg elite seperti Xiao Long Baonya Din Tai Fung sampe yg jalanan seperti Es Campur MEthodist & mi pecel pinggir jalan. Duh.... Fattening semua d. Padahal ketikat berkhayal pengen ngidam tas & sepatu, maksudnya adalah biar pas hamil gak gemuk" banget, tapi keknya harapan utk gak gemuk pas hamil harus dibuang d. Soalnya pipi gw uda mulai tembem kek gemuk dulu....

Ntar habis melahirkan harus diet ketat biar bs kurus kek sebelum nikah or at least kebaya pengantin bisa gw pake lagi. Doain ya peeps...

Congratulation for Feny for her healthy baby boy....

Happy Belated New Year

2011-01-14T10:55:00.000+08:00

Let's leave 2010 by saying thank you...

Thanks to those who hated me, they made me a stronger person.
Thanks to those who loved me, they mademy heart bigger.
Thanks to those who were worried about me, they let me know that they actually cared.
Thanks to those who left me, they made me realize that nothing lasts forever.
Thanks to those who entered my life, they made me who I am today.

Just want to THANK YOU for being in my life whatever I might have meant to you.

Happy belated new year...

Post taken from: BlackBerry Messenger which was sent to me.

Picture take from: http://cute-disney.blogspot.com/2010/12/funny-happy-new-year-201-picture.html

Virginity - my own opinion -

2011-01-02T12:51:00.005+08:00

Below post is just my humble opinion based on my own experience.

In my opinion, a girl/lady who is still a virgin,her face will look fresher & shining compare to a girl/lady who has lost her virginity. Based my own experience, when I was a virgin, I only needed to apply eye-liner & mascara; everyone would say that I look fresh or pretty. After I get married, everyone especially my own mother will complain that my face do not look fresh if I only applied eye-liner & mascara. I need to apply a simple make up to freshen my look.

Thus, in my humble opinion, as a girl/lady, we need to keep our virginity until we get married. It will not only be our pride to our husband & his family, but also to maintain the freshness of our virginity face.

However, keeping or losing our virginity before we get married is depends on us. If the girl/lady is ready to lose it & realise with all the consequences, I believe none will blame her on doing it.

I ain't ready with the consequences of losing the virginity; thus, I kept it until I walked the altar in the middle of this year.

Happy New Year Everyone....

Let's start a new year with a new spirit, prayer, health, etc....

Pregnant

2010-12-29T12:00:00.004+08:00

In my opinion as a woman, being pregnant is the most amazing thing in the world.

There is another human being alive & grow inside my stomach.

I feel like a real woman.

Peeps, Merry Belated Christmas....

My Pregnancy

2010-12-15T20:27:00.005+08:00

During my current pregnancy, I like to eat food that I rarely or seldom eat before my pregnancy, such as mie pecel *ya olo, kampungan bgt ya*, che cong fan, rujak, etc.

While food that I used to love to eat, I dun want to eat it or see it. I don't like the taste inside my mouth.

Prawn: Although prawn is good for baby, but I don't like to eat it currently. I used to love to eat it & I would eat it as much I could.
Ice cream: My hubby loves to eat ice cream & I never refused it every time he ask, but lately, I'll try to refuse his request.

Some changes happened during our pregnancy. We can't predict it also. Anw, I'm enjoying my pregnancy tho.

Miss working...

2010-11-14T12:25:00.003+08:00

I miss working & I miss 9-5 job.

For me, I'm a full time wife, a part time employee & domestic goddess, & a future mom-to-be.

I miss working...

When I have something,I won't really appreciate it, but when I do not have it, I really want it. Well, I just never really satisfied with my life. I guess....

Things I hate from the people in my home-town.

2010-11-04T15:13:00.002+08:00

Things I hate from the people in my home-town.

They love to stand near or beside you while they are queuing for an ATM. They want to know whether your transaction is going to end soon or it will take a bloody long time. I feel like I have no privacy.
They love to cut the queue in the bank, and the security will not do anything to inform them that there is a queue. If they are a priority or privilege customers, I can accept is. As in certain bank, I'm the priority customer; thus, I do not have to follow the normal queue. However, they are not the priority customers. They are just normal customers.
They are too busy-body. You share something to one person & all the people in Medan will know about it.

Well, those are the points that I remembered. Will update if I can recall the others.

Untitle

2010-10-22T15:11:00.003+08:00

Life is hard & I think I forget how to smile & laugh from ear to ear.

I miss my life in Singapore, where I don't have anything to worry or think about.

I do realise that I can't change the situation, but I do hope that I, myself can change to be someone more sensitive, caring, loving, etc.

Lord, How I wish I could escape from my life.

Life...

2010-10-02T22:31:00.004+08:00

I'm a married woman now. With that status, I believe certain things must change, and I realise in a good or bad way, I changed. I hope I'm still the old Stella with some changes in my behaviour, characters, and others.

I know that married life isn't an easy thing, but I never know that married life can be very difficult for me to handle. I realise that there is always an up & down in our life, and as a normal human being, I always hope for the up in my life, with some down time that I can handle. However, lately, I wonder if I could handle the current situation where I felt very down right now. I don't know if it is just my feeling or it is the reality.

I have been thinking, if I have changed into a very sensitive lady, or it is just my own character that just came out due to the situation. Either way, I just don't like it. I'm very sensitive & at the same time, I can't say or express my own feeling. I keep everything that happen to me or something that cross my mind. When I can't keep it any longer, I share it with my mom & cry. I wonder how long I could do it.

Mommy is the only person that I truly want to share anything & everything because she can give me an opinion as a third party. Although, I know that if I cry, she will cry as well.I always try to share about the good thing that happen in my life, but I can't do that sometimes. Mommy, I don't know what happen with my life, but one thing that I know I'm scared.

18th September 2010

2010-09-25T15:14:00.002+08:00

The wedding reception was held on 18th September 2010.

Thank you for those who have come & given us prayer.

Thank you for the aLi Factor & Muzzy who have flew from Singapore to Medan. I may not be the perfect host, but I hope both of you enjoyed your trip to Medan.

The reception may not be perfect, but I was happy with everything.

We had gone through all the problem & it is time for us to relax, esp mommy.

Btw, I was wearing kebaya for my reception. It has been my dream to wear kebaya on my wedding day & thank you Lord that you have made the dream come true.

I have no picture at the moment. I shall post some of it, when the pictures are ready.

My lip is sealed...

2010-08-27T11:44:00.003+08:00

Hobibelanja... You need to shut up your mouth to anyone but your mother.

Remember that you can trust nobody but your mother.

Picture courtesy of: http://freeorkutscrapsimages.blogspot.com/2009/04/just-shut-up-image-scrap.html

Untitle

2010-06-24T14:30:00.003+08:00

I'm in Singapore. My mother in law is admitted to Mount Elisabeth hospital for major operation. She is in the ICU now.

I hope she will recover soon, so that she can move to the ward ASAP.

I'll be here until 29th June 2010. I hope by then, she will be ok.

Mother, I love you...

Another topic:

My mom is in US for almost three weeks. I miss her so much. She will be back to Indonesia via Singapore on 26th June 2010, & I can't wait till 26th June 2010 come. Mommy... I miss you...

About my married life.
In my mind, I still think that my bloke and I are still in BGR. We are not married yet. The different started from 1st June 2010 is I stay & sleep with him everynight. Well, honestly we are married for about three weeks & I got used to him sleeping right beside him & holding his hand. There was one night he didn't sleep beside me & I couldn't sleep. I kept awake until I was so tired & fell asleep by myself. The next day in the morning, I woke him up, hugged him, & said "miss you". OMG.... I'm so dependable.

I dunno if it is a good thing if I still feel my married life is like my BGR life. We are still acting like a BGR couple instead of married couple. Is it because we haven't have a baby yet? Speaking of baby, I'm still consuming birth control pill for my face. My bloke knew it & he was fine with it. My reason for still consuming it are I'm not ready yet to be a mother & I wanted to enjoy my married life first.

I wanted to be a good wife before I move on to be a good mother. I hope everyone is supporting my decision... Thx

The Day Has Come

2010-06-24T14:28:00.002+08:00

23rd May 2010

My bloke's family came to my house for "Sang Le". I don't know how to explain in English, as I can't really explain it in Bahasa Indonesia. Somehow, it's like the groom to be family come to the bride to be house to talk to the bride's parents to give their daughter to the groom family.

Normally, Sang Le is held two weeks before the big day. The big day is 1st June 2010.

Last night, I have told my mom about my decision for my religion. I know that it is very difficult for her to accept that, but I have made my decision; I'm sure she will accept that.

1st June 2010

The Big Day...

Today, I'm no longer a single woman, but a married woman.

It is definitely not an easy ride, but I have passed some of it. I hope in the future I will be able to pass everything that come to me.

OMG... I never dream to get married at the age of 23. In my plan, I would get married when I reach 25 years old. My married age is two years ahead of my planning. OMG... I can plan whatever I want, but God will be the one to make the last decision.

I'm not a single no more.

Apologise

2010-05-28T00:37:00.006+08:00

Parents.....

I apologise for what I have done.

I didn't meant to disappoint y'all like this.

I was too naive that time; thus, I didn't think for the future.

Indeed, I regret for what I have done.

If I could turn back the time, I would love to do it.

I would definitely do the right thing.

I apologise for my behaviour & attitude.

I could understand if y'all wouldn't trust me no more.

I made a mistake & I would accept any punishment you made.

I apologise from the bottom of my heart.

Picture taken from: http://www.cynical-c.com/archives/bloggraphics/sincerely-apologise.jpg

Holding Hands...

2010-05-19T00:21:00.005+08:00

"I love you smile at me. I love the way your hands reach out and hold me near... I believe this is heaven to no one else but me." -Sarah McLachlan-

I love holding my bloke hands because it is when I feel his love to me.

May Updates...

2010-05-13T00:03:00.005+08:00

1st May 2010

My Birthday!!!
Happy Birthday to me...

I slept too early a night before until I can't hear a phone call from a very good friend of mine. I hate the fact that I missed her phone call.

In the morning, I went to Platinum to take a photo-shoot. I signed up for a glamour package for myself. The last time I took this kind of photo-shoot was 6-7 years ago. It was kinda weird at first, but as the time went, I felt relax.

I had dinner with my bloke at night; he forgot to bring the present for me. The night was fun because it was just the two of us.

on 2nd May 2010, I had dinner with the whole family; my family & his family.

9the May 2010

Happy Mother's day!!

"Momma is the best gift I've ever had. I should be grateful to God, He lets me to be Momma's little pal :)

Sometimes I disobeyed her, but as I grow older, my understanding about life is getting better. And the most precious person who teaches me to be tough is my Mom, her love is so pure. I love my mom. She's a superwoman!"

Shop shop...

2010-04-28T00:48:00.003+08:00

I was in Jakarta last weekends to company my bloke. He had an events which he needed to join.

I met my brother for dinner when I arrived & we went to his GF's cousin birthday party the next day. He couldn't send me back to the airport; thus, we were just BBM each other. He told that what a pity he couldn't bring me around. I told him that I pity myself because I couldn't have dinner at Chungiwa.*Chungiwa is Korean Restaurant. Their Kimchi is the best Kimchi that I've ever tasted. Thanks to Chungiwa because I like Kimchi now.* In terms of bring me around, I was very happy because I bought a pair of heels. My brother laughed when he read the BBM & he mentioned that I bought a tank top as well.

Yup. When I was in Jakarta, there is one place that I really want to go, which is Chungiwa. The restaurant provide the best Korean cuisine that I've ever tasted. The other place is kinda straight forward. Shopping Mall. I realise one thing since I stay in Medan. When I entered a shopping mall either in Jakarta or Singapore, I would take a deep breath, looked extremely happy, acted like a small girl, & felt like home. If y"all think that I acted like a girl from a village & just arrived at a big city, I shan't feel offended because I think I am a girl from a village & just step on my foot in a big city. Frankly speaking, the shopping mall in Medan is super limited & small. You can't compare the shopping mall in Jakarta to Medan. They are like heaven & hell. I can't fulfil my passion for high heels & bag in Medan. I always think that I ain't belong to Medan.

Gain something & lose something

2010-04-17T14:28:00.003+08:00

I went back to Medan for good with a valid reason. I have stayed here for more than two months. For the last two months, I learn and gain knowledge & i lose something definitely.

With the reason in mind, my decision to go back to Medan for good is definitely a good decision. The relationship is definitely getting better. It is better than I;ve ever expected. If I were in Singapore, perhaps the relationship wouldn't improve significantly like now.

I learn new things & gain knowledges. I like the things that I learn & I'm thinking to learn or improve the passion that I just realised. I hope I can make it real.

Indeed, it is a good decision. However, I lose something. I lose & miss the life that I had in Singapore. I miss talking nonsense with my friends. None of my friends in Medan is as talkative as those girls whom I met in Singapore, & yeah. I miss them all. Sharing with them via Facebook, email, or text aren't the same. I need to talk to them in person to express my feeling. I can't really express my feeling or emotion. I'm totally an introvert in Medan. Ladies, I miss y'all.

I miss shopping & hunting the latest eating place in Singapore. I wanted to buy heels & bag, to eat other cuisine. I miss my weekly routine in Singapore. However, on top of that I miss my friends a lot.

Blogging....

2010-04-05T10:23:00.003+08:00

I never update anything on my blog for I don"t know how long. Thus, today I just wanted to update certain things.

24th - 29th March 2010:
I was in Beijing to company my bloke for conference. It was a last minute plan. I applied China visa just a week before the departure date. Thanks God the visa was approved. I didn't shop much in China as I'm a freaking choosy shopper & I need a perfect shop partner, so that I can shop as per normal *Aloha aLi*.

From Medan to Beijing, I had to transit in Singapore because my next flight was with SQ. Once I stepped my foot in Singapore, I felt like I was at home. I was so freaking happy; I couldn't stop smiling & kept mentioning about Pedro & Charles&Keith. My bloke could only smile & shake his head. Hehehe... He doesn't understand my passion for bag & heels. Anyway, I went to Charles&Keith at T3 & bought heels & sunglasses. I was so freaking happy & I felt like some of my burden had gone.

I'm in Medan now. I'm working at the same company with my bloke. He is definitely not my supervisor, but I'm definitely his private personal assistant. :P

Well peeps, shall update ya about how my feeling about going back to Medan for good in the next post. C ya....

I Need to Shop !

2010-02-24T21:00:00.005+08:00

I'm feeling a bit stress because as a lady with a nickname "Hobibelanja", I haven't bought anything for the past three weeks. Can you imagine how stress I am now?

Well, okay I bought something from Mango, but I haven't seen any nice, pretty, & good quality heels & bags. Can you imagine how miserable my life is? As a Hobibelanja, I have failed. I should feel embarrassed to myself. I do not shop as often as before, & I think I'm going nuts because of the lack of shopping.

Someone please ask me to go shopping, & I'll be a very good shopping company.

Bye Singapore & Welcome back to Medan...

2010-02-05T11:15:00.003+08:00

I have moved back to Medan for good. Never once cross my mind that I would go back or stay back to Medan for good. My plan for my future is always about staying in Singapore or moving overseas to other country. Now, everything has changed...

I'm certainly sure that I will miss my life in Singapore. The weekly outing & dinner, the latest movie to catch, the freedom to go anywhere & anytime, the opportunity to wear short skirt & pants. Well, everything that I won't be able to do freely in Medan.

I'm sure like hell that I'm gonna miss the friends there. The crazy girls who loves to talk nonsense, the gossip that we share. I'm gonna miss everything about them & things that we always did together.

I wont forget my 5years experience in Singapore....

Half of my new life

2010-02-03T16:06:00.001+08:00

I'm supposed to publish this post on 19th december 2009; however, there was an event that made me deleted the post.

Well anw, I would like to repost it.
"Half chapter of my new life has begun. Wish me luck."

Married...

2010-01-28T23:30:00.003+08:00

In my opinion, during BGR, couples tend to be more romantic and close.

After they are married, the romantic side gone, and the closeness slowly become a part.

With this in mind, I'm scared to get married.

Kejujuran atau kebohongan?

2010-01-23T20:02:00.001+08:00

Kadang gw berpikir lebih baik gw berkata jujur atau menutupi kenyataan?

Waxing I love u & I miss u

2010-01-22T17:03:00.001+08:00

I miss waxing...
I miss the pain...
I miss the result...
I wonder when could I do waxing again??

Cxl of STP

2010-01-16T08:36:00.002+08:00

Returning my Student Pass to the ICA officer always gave me a heart pain.
W.E.F of 16th January 2010. I'm no longer a student in Singapore.

Bok... Koq jadi melow gini gw hanya karena balekin Student Pass?
Dodol ya...

untitle

2010-01-13T19:40:00.001+08:00

God had warned me through someone.
If only I listened to her, all of this would never happen.
I trusted the other party too much.
I was too naïve.
Yes, I lost something, but I'm sure I gain something because of this matter.
Thank you for teaching me something new about life.

untitle

2010-01-12T17:50:00.001+08:00

Sampe kapang w bisa bertahan?
Gw merasa seperti didikte oleh keadaan.
Gw gak tahu kapan semua masalah ini bakal selesai.
Gw capek & stress menghadapinya.
Mampukah gw bertahan?
Gw mau menghilang atau mungkin lebih baik kalau....

Email...

2010-01-08T17:25:00.001+08:00

Just read an email sent by someone.
"What a shocking email"
I'm speechless.

Merry Christmas... Happy Holiday...

2009-12-25T12:01:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year Everyone....

Happy Holiday....

Useless

2009-12-24T14:57:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling very useless. Eventhough I've already known their character, I still did stupid thing.
I'm dumb.

Nevada Las Vegas is based in Canada

2009-12-17T20:01:00.004+08:00

I went to KL for education fair trip from my University as Student Ambassador. I was there from 11 - 14 Dec 09. The education fair itself was on 12 - 13 Dec 09. As one of the Student Ambassador, I needed to explain about the course which my Uni has. We heard many inquiries related to our studies and the University. One of the inquiries that I think I need to share is as follow:

My university name is University of Nevada Las Vegas.

Young man: University of Nevada Las Vegas. Based in Canada?
Stella: I was trying to absorb his question. No. It is based in Nevada, Las Vegas, America.
Young man: Oh... What are you courses that you have?
Stella: Our focus is on Hotel Administration.... Bla... Bla...

I couldn't believe what I heard. I double checked with my Korean friend if I heard correctly, and she said that he said Canada. Therefore, I told my Admission Coordinator about the question and her answer was "Geography failed".

I'm not expecting anyone to know about the Nevada State, but I'm expecting everyone to know that Las Vegas is in The United States. I know that The US is so huge, but US is not only Hollywood, or New York, or Los Angeles. Besides, I'm sure everyone knows about Las Vegas. I couldn't believe if there is someone doesn't know about Las Vegas. I'm sure everyone has heard about it.

Well, I guess that person need to travel more.

Me...

2009-12-17T11:11:00.001+08:00

I'm childish
I'm naïve
I'm foolish
I'm dumb
I'm stupid

Thank you for those character that make my life miserable now.

Blah..

2009-12-11T00:56:00.002+08:00

Sejak masalah itu timbul, gw ngerasa menjauh dari temen" w. Bukan karena mereka menjauhi gw, tapi karena gw yg menjauh dari mereka.
I'm living in denial; thus, gw menyimpan semua permasalah gw karena apa yang mereka suarakan adalah apa yang gw inginkan.
Gw terus berusaha untuk mewujudkan apa yg gw inginkan, tapi melihat keadaan sekarang, w harus senang dengan keputusan yg telah diambil.

Terkadang permasalahan bisa membuat persahabatan menjadi lebih dekat, tapi napa w makin menjauh ya?

Well anw, wish me luck peeps....

Thoughts

2009-12-09T19:50:00.001+08:00

I always thought that argument between two friends are normal.
I did have some argument with my childhood friend; we didn't see each other for awhile, but eventually we will talk to each other like there is nothing happen.
Now, I did have an argument with my other friend, and somehow I feel she makes distance to me.
I don't know if it is just my feeling or the fact; however, I do really hope it is just my feeling.

I'm going through so many things that me myself do not agree with my own decision, and the last thing I want is having problem with my friend.

PS: I wanted to buy new heels to cheer up my life, but I remembered that someone bought me a heels & I haven't wore it yet. I must find a day to wear those heels. :)

Thoughts

2009-12-07T12:16:00.004+08:00

There was one time a girlfriend of mine said that "I was no fun no more because I did not do what I wanted because of someone".
That statement made me think that what would I do if she said it during my teenage life? Would I do it & neglect the other party opinion so that she would think or say that I was fun or I would fit in?
Hm.. I ain't sure. I might do it & refuse to acknowledge my parents' opinion or I might no do it because I did not want to argue with my dad *I hate to argue with him because he is the only one that can make me think that what I do is wrong.*

Anw, no doubt if teenagers ignore what they parents opinion or words. It is because of the peer pressure. They want they friends say that they are cool or fun or perhaps just to fit in with the crowd so none will say they are a weirdo; hence they do or copy what they friends do. However, does it really important? Does doing or copying their friends really make them cool or fun? Does ignoring other party opinion means cool or fun?

Thanks God I only have one friend that think "neglect what you want or refuse to do what you want because of someone less is not fun no more",

For me, I'm just respecting others opinion. Besides, when I did the pros and cons. I would not give any harms to me if I did not do what I wanted. My life still goes on with or without doing it.

As a non-Indian, how long can I use that nose piercing? I will definitely not wear it once I start my work life or when I go to a special events; I believe I'm soon entering the work life *Hey, welcome to the new world!!*

Hmm.... no nose piercing, but I still can have a tatto, don't I? However, I know myself very well that I will not do it because I'm scared of the pain and what if I get bored with the tattoo? I need to spend more money for the tatto removal. I guess I prefer to spent the money for heels to tattoo tho.

Picture courtesy of: http://members.cox.net

Deal & seal

2009-12-01T15:55:00.003+08:00

The decisions has been made. I just need to live it on.
Next year is gonna be a new life for me.
Wish me luck peeps...

Pict courtesy of: http://www.ineedmotivation.com/blog

Shopping...

2009-11-22T17:20:00.003+08:00

Today activities:

Had Lunch with Natalia & Monica.
Cut hair.
Bought dress for Christmas. Yay!!.

When I have a good day or a bad day, especially bad day, I will do those below to cheer up my day:

Buy heels, bag, or clothes, especially heels.
wear heels and walk around the room.
take picture of my heels.
change my bag.
try all my dress.

I wanted to buy a new pair of heels today, but when I was in tang's this afternoon, I saw a pretty dress, tried, and bought it. I'm so gonna wear it for Christmas. I hope until then the dress still fit me well. *I'm wearing size 6 now. Can you imagine it? Happy* I'm on diet currently & keep losing weight till now. I almost reach my target for this year. Yay!! :)

Dilemma

2009-11-20T00:49:00.002+08:00

2009 is the year full of surprise.
Lord surprised me with so many things which I think I can't handle it anymore.
I welcome all His surprises with an open heart.
My life is not only what I have planned but also His surprises.
Now, I have to choose between my plan or His surprises.
I'm currently facing the biggest dilemma that I've ever had & I do not know what to choose.

Happy weekends...

2009-11-17T10:40:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone....

How was your weekends?
Mine was fun. Love it. Love it. Love it...

Could I turn back the time? :D

Blah...

2009-11-12T13:49:00.005+08:00

If you knew that you had nothing to do & u wanted to do something which required notes or something, PLEASE bring the notes. DO NOT DEPENDS ON OTHERS.

I don't mind to share things with someone sometimes. HOWEVER, most of the time, I don't like to share things with others especially the reasons are not valid to me.

Please stop being very sensitive. Dislike that character very much.

Blah...

2009-11-11T01:26:00.003+08:00

Nobody knows how I feel inside.
Nobody knows what I need to sacrifice to get what I have now.
I never share with anyone my deepest feeling and thought because I only want people to see what they see now.
Others do not need to know what really happens. Those are only for my family & my consumption.
I always try to do & behave the best I can. However, in life, there is a limit for everything.
Thank you to Lord that I still can control my feeling & emotion. Nonetheless, I do not know how long I can control.
I always pray to God to make me braver & stronger each day to face any problem that may come to me.
I hope everything will be fruitful in the end.
Let's pray together.

Enough of the sharing. I have said too much.

Good night people.

Roaccutane

2009-11-06T14:40:00.004+08:00

I have been telling y'all that I'm consuming roaccutane lately. This oral medicine is good for my acne & oily skin. However, it effects my eyes especially the left one; it has become very dry lately; thus, it effects my vision as well.

I hate the fact that the medicine effects my vision, but I can't stop consuming it at this moment as I do not want to spend a lot of my money *again* for my face, and I do not see any result or improvement.

I do not know if this side effect will be permanent, or I will regain my eye sight after I stop consuming it. I hope it is the latter.

I had spent almost SGD4.000/- for my lasik surgery, and I'm very happy with the result. I do not want that money goes wasted as I need to wear spect again just because of the roaccutane.

Well peeps, let's pray for that my face will be getting better & my eye sight will regain after stop consuming roaccutane.

Pict courtesy of: http://www.edrugone.com/images/1_roaccutane.jpg

Kenyamanan

2009-11-02T12:11:00.004+08:00

Gw mimpi tentang masa lalu yg membuat gw kangen sama rasa nyaman yg dulu selalu gw rasakan.
Akankah gw merasakan rasa nyaman itu lagi?

I Turn to You by Chirstina Aguilera

2009-11-01T15:06:00.004+08:00

When I'm lost in the rain
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way
When I'm scared
Losing ground
When my world is going crazy
You can turn it all around

And when I'm down you're there
Pushing me to the top
You're always there giving me all you've got

For a shield from the storm
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
For everything that's true
I turn to you yeah

Oh when I lose the will to win
I just reach for you
And I can reach the sky again
I can do anything
'Cause your love is so amazing
'Cause your love inspires me
And when I need a friend
You're always on my side
Giving me faith
That gets me through the night

For a shield from the storm
For a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
I turn to you yeah

Ohhh
For the arms to be my shelter
Through all the rain
For truth that will never change
For someone to lean on
For a heart I can rely on through anything
For that one who I can run to...

(Turn to you)
For a shield from the storm
For a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
For everything that's true
For everything you do
For everything that's true
I turn to you

Dedication: Mommy, who always give me courage for what I do.

My stuff...

2009-10-31T00:19:00.002+08:00

Too many things inside my room. From shoes, bags, books, to others things.
Mom has told me to bring home some of them. I have brought home some, but I still feel the things which I brought home is not enough. I still have a lot more than that.
I dunno where to start or which should I bring to Medan first.
Lord. I'm so confused.

PS: Home for me means Medan.

Thoughts...

2009-10-27T00:38:00.005+08:00

The more we know, the more we feel scared.
However, we have done so much things, to be chosen by them.
Now, we are the chosen one.

Should we give up for things we don't know if it is a fact or just a gossip?
Should we give up just because we don't want to suffer?
Should we give up?

Well, I have made the decision. I won't change my mind unless I can't handle it no more.
I just need to pray to the God, ask Him to make me stronger each day.
Everything that happened to me, happened for a reason.
I'm sure the reason is to make me a better person.
Thus, I have to keep going & do not look back.
The most important thing is I do not blame anyone for whatever that might be happen in the future.

I miss waxing...

2009-10-26T22:30:00.004+08:00

I miss waxing...
I miss waxing...
I miss waxing...
I miss waxing...
I miss waxing...
I miss brazilian waxing...
I miss underleg waxing...
I miss under armpit waxing...

I wonder when do I need to stop consuming Roaccutane so that I can do waxing again...

My month is not fun without you waxing...
I hate the pain, but I love the result. Beside, my motto is a girl need to torture herself to look pretty.

Pict courtesy of: http://images.teamsugar.com

Pulkam

2009-10-23T10:52:00.006+08:00

Seminggu diMedan. Banyak hal yang terjadi. Ada yang menyenangkan, ada yang menyedihkan, tapi pada akhirnya fun juga koq.

Sempat melakukan sesuatu yang tidak pernah gw lakukan sebelumnya. Sesuatu yang tidak pernah gw lakukan sebelumnya. Hal itu sempat mempengaruhi diri gw. Ketika gw cerita dengan teman gw tentang hal itu, ternyata dia punya memiliki pengalaman yang sama & kami sama-sama sempat terpengaruh dengah hal itu.

Setelah dipikir ulang, yg perlu gw lakukan adalah membekali diri gw dengan benar & mengubah hal yg negatif menjadi lebih postitif.

Balik ke kegiatan di Medan. Hmm... namanya juga Medan ya... Ga terlalu banyak tempat yang bisa dikunjungi atau hal yang bisa dilakukan. Jadinya selama di Medan, gw hanya makan & nonton aza. Kadang bete juga, tapi Medan itu is a home for me. Walopun kalau disuruh menetap lama, gw yakin bakal ngerasa bosan juga karena Medan tidak menyediakan the lifestyle that I have now.

Well anw, the holiday was fun. I enjoyed it and I hoped everyone who companies me enjoyed it as much as I did.

Pict courtesy of: http://wartawarga.gunadarma.ac.id

Untitle

2009-10-06T10:25:00.003+08:00

Begitu banyak uneg-uneg dihati & kepala yg ingin dikeluakan.
Tapi gw ga tau harus memulai darimana.
Bagaimana caranya supaya uneg-uneg ini bisa hilang?
Apa yg harus gw katakan?
Bagaimana memulainya?
Tidak dikeluarkan, kepikiran terus & jd tidak nyaman.
Ingin mencurahkannya tapi gw ga tau musti mulai darimana.

Mudah-mudahan gw bisa mendapatkan kata-kata yg tepat, jadi gw bisa mencurahkannya.
Dada ini terasa sesak karena uneg-unegnya tertahan trus.

At the age of 22, God shows me the reality of life. Kinda late I think; nonetheless, it is better late than never at all.
Thank you God for letting me to experience it. I hope it will make me a better person.

Untitle

2009-10-06T01:18:00.003+08:00

Begitu banyak hal yg harus dipelajari, diperbaiki, & diubah.
Bisakah gw mempelajari & memperbaikinya?
Mampukah gw mengubahnya?

Bapa, mohon bimbingannya semoga aku bisa mempelajari, memperbaiki, & mengubahnya. Aku mohon Bapa.

See you soon waxing...

2009-10-05T21:34:00.003+08:00

I'm consuming Roaccutan e for my face treatment since last Thursday because of that, I can't do waxing. Thus, I have to say bye for brazilian, under armpit & lower leg waxing. I don't know how long do I need to consume the Roaccutane. If I consumed it for more than 1 year, I could do waxing after I stopped consuming it for 6 months, and I could resume to do waxing after 3 months, if I consumed it for less than a year. OMG....

I love to do waxing regardless how painful it is. Waxing makes me feel sexy. If I couldn't do waxing, I need to stop wearing thong. How could a lady not wear a thong? I can't imagine a day in a month without a thong. OMG....

I felt very sad, when I knew about it. OMG....

Fame

2009-09-29T10:17:00.004+08:00

Watched FAME with aLi The Factor on Friday, 25th September 2009.
It was a fantastic movie. I love it very much. Two thumbs up from me...
aLi and I are planning to watch it again for the second time. When is it girl?

The History of Fame

A reinvention of the original Oscar winning hit film. Fame follows a talented group of dancers, singers, actors, and artists over four years at the New York City High School of Performing Arts, a diverse, creative powerhouse where students from all walk of life are given a chance to live out their dreams and achieve real and lasting fame... the kind that comes only from talent, dedication , and hard work. In a incredibly competitive atmosphere, plagued by self-doubt, each student's passion will be put to the test. In addition to their artistic goals, they have to deal with everything else that goes along with the high school, tumultuous time full of schoolwork, deep friendships, budding romance, and self-discovery. As such student strives for his or her moment in the spotlight, they'll discover who among them has the innate talent and necessary discipline to succeed. With the love and support of their friends and fellow artists, they'll find out who amongst them will achieve Fame...
(Courtesy of: http://www.generationfame.com/)

Peeps... If you like music, dance, art, performance, or whatever check nearby cinema and book your ticket now.

Pict courtesy of: http://www.generationfame.com/

Happy...

2009-09-29T10:06:00.003+08:00

Hobi Belanja's mood from last night till this moment: HAPPY!!! She can't stop smiling.

She just wanted to share her smile to everyone and hope that she can brighter up others day especially when he or she did not start his or her day with a smile. Keep Smiling everyone!!!

Me No Name aka Miss Expressive

2009-09-26T23:07:00.003+08:00

I'm known as an expressive girl. Close friends can see or feel when I'm happy and sad. I can never really hide my feeling from them.
I'm noisy.
I'm loud.
I'm expressive.

Suddenly, someone said that I'm the quietest girl that the person has ever met. I can only say... You do not know me yet. You haven't met the real Stella. I wonder, if the person knew the real Stella, could that person accept it?

My mom says it is not good being very expressive. She says some people cannot accept that character; hence, I should change it.
In my mind, is it wrong to be expressive? Is it wrong to be able to express what you feel?

How I wish I could welcome myself back.

Hobibelanja is Cantik & Manis...

2009-09-25T15:49:00.004+08:00

Sialan....

Masa gw dibilang dulu kalo w itu cantik tapi gak terawat....
Sekarang lebih cantik karena uda terawat....

Sialan... Masa dibilang kek gitu....
Minta ditampar tuh yg ngomong kek gitu. *PIAK*

Hu uh... Sebel gw...

Gw tuh mang dasarnya cantik kali... Terawat or ga, tetep keliatan cantiknya... Mata lu aza tuh yg uda perlu dibawa ke dokter mata.

Anw, gw ga suka di bilang cantik. Gw lbh suka dibilang manis. :))

Chance

2009-09-23T21:58:00.003+08:00

Even in time like this, I still do not get the chance to see him.
How I wish to see him...
I wish I get the opportunity to see him....

Pict courtesy of: http://www.pde.state.pa.us

Met Lebaran...

2009-09-22T22:18:00.005+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Idul Fitri fo those who celebrate it...
Mohon Maaf Lahir dan Batin ya...
Gila... lebaran kali ni masih ga ada ketupat juga...
Nasib... nasib...

Anw, How's your weekends anyone?
Mine was great. Expect the unexpected.... :)

Pict courtesy of: http://blog.koc2.com

FAME

2009-09-17T22:54:00.004+08:00

FAME

Can't wait to watch it. Premier 25th September 2009.
I always love to watch this kind of movie. Anything related to dancing, I would love to watch it. Center Stage, Step Up 1,2, Take the Lead, Dance Subaru, and many more. I loved them all.

I do not restrict myself to movie only, I also love to watch the dance performance. I did went for the B-Boys and B-girls with aLi last year *I guess*.

I always have fun to watch that kind of show; hence, if you know any dancing performance, let me know okay... :)

Video taken from: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ev2DWN5CXK8&feature=related

Shopping time....

2009-09-14T11:34:00.002+08:00

I just bought a bag from Charles and Keith. I do realise that I have no more space for a new bag. All my cupboards special for bag only are already full; no more space left for a new one. I even use my cupboard full with my clothes to put my most expensive bag.

Anw, I bought the bag not only I had been eying for it since weeks, but also a Singaporean Lady irritate me a lot. I needed a medicine to forget my it; hence, I bought it.My actual purposed is to buy a 4 inches or more stiletto heels, so that she knew what is high heels and how it felt to be stepped by a real stiletto heels. Hey there lady, I had said sorry more than 4 times, and What I wanted to hear from you is "Fine, it's okay". Not complaining like your feet was bleeding or turned red cos of it. Someone needs to slap that bitch.

I went to Daniel Yam to look for a dress. I like one of 3 dresses which I tried, but I wanted to look others place to find the best one for me. Once I found the dress, I need to look for a pair of heels. I'm really looking forward for the shopping time...

New Experience at Pink Parlour

2009-09-11T16:14:00.006+08:00

Last Sunday, aLi and I went to Pink Parlour for brazillian Waxing. We had a 1 for 1 brazillian voucher from this blog. It wasn't my first time to do brazillian, yet I still felt embarrassed to open my leg in front of new person & new environment.

I have been going Strip for brazillian wax for the past one year. I knew quite well how they service and what to expect from them. They always meet my expectation and never let me down once.

When I read the article from the blog about Pink Parlour, I had already made some expectation.
Does Pink Parlour meet my expectation?
Well, for certain things, yes, they met my expectation such as the flurry flops and the comfortable shower room. You will not get those things at Strip; hence, it was something that made me feel wow, relax, and at home.

Now, let's talk about the waxing.
Surprisingly, it felt less painful compare to what i felt in Strip. I kinda liked it. It made me think to move to Pink Parlour once my package with Strip finished.
However, I changed my mind when I saw and felt the result. On the part that I can see, the hair was perfectly removed, but on the part that I can't see, the hair wasn't thoroughly removed; and I do not like it.

Yup, after the service, I did sign up for the package, which they offered. The package is indeed a very good deal. SGD248/- for 7 treatment = SGD35.45/session. It is reasonable price judging by the locations of their stores. Besides the price, when I signed for the package, I thought of the pain that I felt during the treatment. However, the result really made me felt disappointed.

I guess I shall still stick with Strip, after my package with Pink Parlour finish.

2009

2009-09-08T10:17:00.006+08:00

They year of 2009 may not end yet; however, for the past 8 months, I have experienced so many things
This year is neither good nor bad year for me.
There are many good things that happened, as well as the bad one.
I believe this year is the first year I cry so much compare to the previous years.
Nonetheless, I am sure that there are many good things which are going to happen for the remaining 3 months of year 2009 that awaits me; And I am certainly looking forward to it.
:)

Keikhlasan...

2009-09-05T00:15:00.003+08:00

Ketika kita bisa saling merelakan dan mengikhlaskan seseorang, rasanya seperti benar-benar plong.
Ketika kita sudah bisa berkomunikasi dengan seseorang tanpa ada rasa beban, rasanya beban itu telah hilang dari hati & pikiran kita.

Lega rasanya....

I'm sorry if I have hurt you.
I'm sorry if I have made you disappointed.
I'm sorry that I chose my family over you.

Do not blame yourself.
Both of us made mistake.

It is time to look a head.
Do not look back.
The past is a memory that I want to keep.

Thank you and sorry for everything.
I pray all the best for you.

Thoughts

2009-09-04T16:24:00.002+08:00

Watching a documentary about religion makes me think
"What happen to us after we die?"

Untitle

2009-09-03T23:21:00.001+08:00

Something happen...
I know that somehow I'm reponsible to it
But both of us made mistake
Both of us are too stubborn

I'm sorry to the thing that happen now
I do not mean to do this
or...
I do not wish this thing happen

I pray for the best...
The best means alive and healthy.

Family

2009-08-30T14:23:00.004+08:00

Bagaimana caranya mengubah nada suara yg tinggi ketika merasa senang atau bahagia menjadi nada suara yg lembut, biasa atau datar" aza?

Semakin lama gw menjalaninya, gw merasa semakin ga nyaman.
W merasa kalau gw harus mengubah diri w menjadi pribadi yg selalu w anggap plain.

Ternyata lebih susah jadi diri sendiri daripada jadi orang laen yg bukan diri gw; Menjadi orang laen yg bukan diri gw sendiri lebih gampang diterima tuh. Tapi, sampe kapan gw bisa gitu trus?

Orang rumah selalu bilang kalau apa yg mereka lakukan sekarang adalah utk gw, tapi gw selalu ngerasa kalau gw melakukan semua ini utk orang laen.

Aku capek...

UPDATE (30/08/09 @ 5.13pm):
Ternyata kebanyakan nangis bisa bikin kepala sakit, hidung mumpet, & lapar. Baru tau saya...

Childish part 2

2009-08-30T00:26:00.004+08:00

Apakah tingkat kedewasaan seseorang dinilai hanya dari apa dia sering update status di Facebook?
Padahal gw juga ga terlalu sering update status di Facebook.

Apakah tingkat kedewasaan seseorang dinilai hanya dari foto profile yg dia pasang di Facebook?
Apakah kita harus pasang foto yg bergaya pas foto utk KTP or SIM biar dibilang dewasa?

Koq kadang rasanya ga relevan ya?

Ngabuburit

2009-08-28T14:19:00.006+08:00

Pertama kali ngabuburit** di Sg ma aLi dirmhnya. Berbeda banget se sama ngabuburit di Indo, terutama tentang makanannya. Rasanya ada yg kurang karena nggak buka puasa dengan kolak or manisan kek cendol, kolang kaling, es campur, dll. Hehehe...

Iya, gw mang bukan Muslim, tapi kalo gw di Medan, gw buka puasa ma orang kantor mami yg mayoritas Muslim semua. Kalo gw di Medan, 2 jam sebelum buka puasa, fw uda sibuk nanyain orang kantor mo makan apa, biar fw bisa pegi beli, or kalo asisten rumah tangga w masak sesuatu, gw bawa makanan ke kantor utk dimakan semua orang kantor.

So, ngabuburit kemaren dirumah aLi itu fun jg, walopun utk ukrn org Medan, makanannya biasa aza. *ga ada maksud apa" ya aLi* Maksudnya, kalo di Medan biasanya org pergi buka puasa dgn masakan yg lebih banyak. Yup, banyak bgt sampe kadang w bingung mo makan yg mana dulu ya? Hahaha....

Anw, yesterday was fun. It was my first time ngabuburit ma temen Muslim. Something different from my normal ngabuburit, but it was indeed fun. Thank you so much aLi.

**Ngabuburit is gather with people u love or whatever to break fast together.

Pict courtesy of: http://media.photobucket.com

Departure

2009-08-28T14:16:00.004+08:00

My close friend's grand mother passed away a few days ago.
Deep condolences to her and her family.
Be strong girl...

I was feeling guitly that I asked her out a day before.
I always thought if I never ask her out, perhaps this thing wouldnt happen.
I'm sorry girl...

Pict courtesy of: http://media.photobucket.com

Lesson learn part 3

2009-08-26T00:10:00.002+08:00

Today I learned that when you asked a suggestion from anyone, although that person is you own mother, you have to think about it first before you really did it, especially when the thing she mentioned was against your logic.

Drama Queen...

2009-08-25T02:17:00.003+08:00

Gosh.... small matter become a big one.
Since when do I become a drama queen?
OMG....

Daddy...

2009-08-18T12:20:00.004+08:00

My dad is still my dad although he made mistake which I can't forgive sometimes.

Before I had a minor operation for my eyes, my dad was the only person who could make me cry, when I did a mistake. My mom could scold me, but I wouldn't cry.

Now, after e minor operation, I can cry easily. Even when I shared my feeling to my mom, my tears would go down easily; whatmore when she scolded me.

Yeah... I can cry when she scold me, but only my dad can make me think that what I did was a mistake and I needed to apologise to the other person.

Holiday....

2009-08-14T14:48:00.003+08:00

Peeps... Hobibelanja is off to Indo for 9 days...

I havent been updating anything for the past 10 days... Nothing really significant to share. Hopefully after the holiday, I shall be back with new post.

See ya till then...

Happy belated b'day to my second Bro.
See ya tonight koko....
Dinner on you ok...
Wish u all the best...

Childish

2009-08-02T20:40:00.002+08:00

Untuk ukuran seseorang yang sudah tinggal di luar negeri & jauh dari orang tua, gua termasuk belum dewasa malahan masih kekanak-kanakan. Oleh sebab itu, temen mami bilang ma mami,"Stella sifatnya masih kekanak-kanakan. Lu jangan terlalu manjai dia."

Harus gua akui kalau gua masih menggap diri gua seperti anak kecil. Mungkin pengaruh gua anak paling kecil & keluarga gua sangat manjai gua.

Bagaimana cara membuat diri gua pelan-pelan menjadi lebih dewasa ya?

Apology

2009-08-01T17:43:00.002+08:00

I realised that I was being very nasty to the Singtel's customer service this morning, and I felt bad about it right after I turn down my mobile.

I'm sorry I had a bad day in the morning cos of the Singtel sms, and I showed it to you.

I'm sorry Dar-hini

Ada yg makin tua nih...

2009-07-31T23:38:00.005+08:00

I think I'm really a very very very very very good friend that I forgot to publish "happy Birthday" post to my very very very very very good friends. What a very good friends!!!

29th July 2009 marked a very special date in my calendar. It was e date when Nanda and Natalia were getting a year older.

Guys.. I'm sorry that I didnt post this post on 29th July 09, but late is better than nothing at all rite?

Nanda:

Happy belated b'day babe!!!

Panjang umur ya...

Sukses utk semuanya...

Sehat trus...

Thx for always there for me when I was down.

Thx for always there for me when I needed to escape from things.

Thx for always supporting me in everything that I do.

Thx for teaching me certain things about life in one way or another.

Mudah"an kita bs tetep bertemen & sedekat ini sampe kapan pun ya Nand...

I share so much things w you...

Natalia:

Happy belated b'day ya Net!!!

Panjang umur....

Sukses utk kerjanya...

Yg penting Net, harus tetep sehat. Jangan sakit" mulu. Makan yg teratur. Kasian tuh lambung.

Net, gw tahu kalo sekarang lu sedang menghadapi masa yg sulit saat ini, tapi lu harus tetap kuat. Lu harus tetap menjalani kehidupan lu seperti biasanya regardless of what really happen to you.

Untitle

2009-07-29T15:46:00.002+08:00

"A bag by any other name is still a bag - unless it is a Bottega Veneta or Hermes. In today's consumerist market, a brand is everything, which explains why many are willing to pay several thousands for a Bottega Veneta or Hermes handbag when they could get a lesser known brand at a fraction of the price" - Mr Josh Goh -

Untitle

2009-07-28T09:47:00.005+08:00

Suddenly I feel very useless for everything that I have done and spent.

is it worth everything?

Lord, I wish I could be stronger.

OOT, my gastric... Damn painful. Feel like vomiting...

Update (28/07/09, 10:25pm):
Problem soved. It was just a misunderstanding.

Narcississtic mode on

2009-07-27T12:43:00.005+08:00

Peeps, please look at the picture. Do you not think that Hobibelanja is lossing weight? Do you not think that Hobibelanja looks prettier that ever before?

Thank you for the power of Yoga, fitness, and make up. Hobibelanja is looking utterly gorgeous.

Keep up the good works...

Anw, Hobibelanja is utterly happy coz of something that she doesnt want to share it w anyone, unless herself. As her friends, you must feel happy for her also. Okie Dokie...

She was underinstructed by her mother to do something, and she did it. Well, seemed that the other party wanted more than once. Hahaha...

Anw, I dun really care if u dun understand what I'm writing abt. Don't bother to ask me coz I only want to share it w certain people and I'm sure that person knows who is she. Yup... yup... you are the lucky one my friend.

College Algebra

2009-07-22T20:51:00.003+08:00

Why should I study College Algebra?

Omg... I feel so sleepy everytime I'm doing e HW.

Can someone help me to do it?

Pict courtesy of: http://cms.uhd.edu

Bombings

2009-07-20T16:18:00.003+08:00

Gua ga mau komen apa pun tentang bom yg di Ritz dan Marriot.
Gua cuma ngerasa aneh aza, koq bisa-bisanya Marriot kecolongan lagi??
Hmm...

Anw, Deep condolences for family and friends of the victims.

Hobibelanja is back

2009-07-16T16:42:00.005+08:00

Hobibelanja is back from Medan.

How's her trip in Medan?

She did spend her time in Medan to the fullest.

She did something she had never done before in Medan.

It was fun, although there's time that it wasnt as fun as she wanted or thought.

Normally, she always tried new food with her mother or parents, but this time, she did it with her friend. It was kinda fun. She spent too much time with her friend, until her mother felt that her daughter wasnt in Medan.

She went to Brastagi and spent three days there. There was something happen there that she couldnt forget, as it left mark in her heart and mind.

Btw, She waxed her legs. She thinks her legs look sexier than ever. She regretted that she never did it earlier.

Ada yg Makin Tua nih...

2009-07-05T00:05:00.002+08:00

Happy B'day aLi...

I'm utterly sorry that I can not be there on your b'day.

I hope you have a very happy day w your family.

I wish all the best for you.

Be happy, keep smiling, and be positive always.

Just believe in God and He will give you whatever the best for you.